I blame Disney.
Fairy tales don't exist in real life, but Disney has spoon-fed me magical stories of romance and - well, romance. Disney princesses have pretty much molded me to look forward to nothing but romance. It sucks thinking this way, mostly because, at the same time, I know there's not really a fairy godmother to wave a wand and whisk me away to the ball. I know I'm not going to end up in a castle and develop Stockholm syndrome on a prince turned monster. I know I'm not a mermaid, and I know mom isn't a mermaid either. Not that I could follow these paths, anyway, because I'm Asian. But I can't save my motherland from barbarians, mos
The daily schedule of Angel Palmer:
Wake up. Get son ready for school. Cook. Eat. Send son off to school. Check mail. Read news. Cook. Eat. Read more news. Wait for bus to deliver son from school. Cook. Eat. Play with son. Get son ready for bed. Give up hope. Sleep.
Today, instead of the radio commercial that would unfailingly play every morning at six, it was little Peter who woke her up.
"Mom mom mom I want to make a cake! Mom mom wake up mom can we make a cake for breakfast? Mom mom mom! Don't roll over mom take that pillow off your head mom! Mooooooooooom-"
Picked Peter up, set Peter on the floor. Rubbed eyes, walked to the bathroom.
I look at the little things in life. I guess I should be paying more attention to the big picture, but I'm not much for looking too far into the future. Makes me nauseous.
I guess I should explain. No, I don't get premonitions or anything like that. I don't "just feel" things are going to happen. I don't predict. I know. The history of the world, the universe, it's just all an open book for me. Except for the nausea. Generally, you don't feel like you're going to toss your cookies after you've read a book. The farther away from the present I look, the worse it is. Sometimes I use it, sometimes I don't. It's not something you'd necessarily wa
I will not be Daisy Buchanan. by The7thLoonatic, literature
Literature
I will not be Daisy Buchanan.
"I will not be Daisy Buchanan."
This is what I thought to myself one day. Thinking of it one way, it's rather obvious. Think about it sensibly - would you put yourself in her shoes? I wouldn't want to be a "golden girl", coveted by many, eventually to marry one of those suitors that would eventually cheat anyway. But more importantly, I don't want to be placed in such a position where I have to choose - and mostly, I don't want to kill a body and let someone else take the blame.
This is how the story of Daisy Buchanan goes: she goes around with men, then she lets herself go a little too far with one, he leaves, she gets impatient, she marri